Letters that will go unread #1099

To the girl with the long brown hair, and the smooth silver grand dam.  To the girl who is my equal in battleship, and  exhibits a high shrieking laugh when she finds something really funny. To the girl with a smile like the sunrise, and a subsiding grin like the sunset. To the girl  who is exactly who she is in public, as she is when no one is watching. To the girl who I lost my virginity to, and a long the road my heart as well.To the girl whom i used to spend blissful hours in bed with  falling in love, and whom i will spend an eternity trying to get over.

“There might’ve been a time when i loved her to, but you take that away, and you’ll always be the one.”

“You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem,  and smarter than you think. Most importantly though we are not together, i’ll always be with you.”

“There is a place in me where your fingerprints still rests, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It is the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.”

and most importantly  though those quotes describe my exact feelings,   in my own words i will add: To the girl formerly of me reality, but always of my dream,  I will forever, without a doubt  love you in the most purest form i can offer you as a now stranger to your life. We were so young, some may say it was not love, and they may be right, but if by any chance i have ever felt love in my life, i know that it is because of you.

-Shane